Wednesday, 19 September 2012

Chapter Twenty-One: A Blue Rose

~Maha Chapter~

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Kushal looked down at his watch noting it was quarter to seven and huffed, before looking up at the last few workers finishing the catering and decorators. He wanted to make sure everything was perfect for when the guests start arriving in an hour or so. Proud of the blue and silver color scheme, Kushal smiled to himself. He turned to see Devayani looking at him with a very confused and questioning gaze. Feeling caught, Kushal's expression turned sour again and walked past her to check the hall once more. In his strides he thought back to the conversation, which took place between Aman and himself in the study.


Kushal had smiled at Aman warmly: "It's about Khushi betiya."
Aman paused trying to figure out what Khushi had to do with this: "Khushi?"
Kushal continued sitting opposite him, before turning serious in tone and body.
Kushal clasped his hands together: "How's your family Aman? Your father?"
Aman still a bit lost: "Babuji is fine. The harvest season's coming round the corner so he's quite busy. but he's fine. but-"
Kushal: "What do you think about Khushi?"
Aman was taken aback: "Sir? What is that-"
Kushal firmly: "Answer the question. Do you think she is lacking in anyway becuase of her vo-"
Aman annoyed stood up: "Sir! I don't think like that at all about her! Just becuase Khushi doesn't speak doesn't mean she's lacking in anything! I understand you might have different views but I won't tolera-"
Kushal staring at the floor, murmured enough for Aman to hear: "I don't have different views at all..."
Aman calming down a bit: "excuse me...Sir?"
Kushal's eyes flickered up to his, nodding to indicate Aman to sit down. He smiled as Aman obeyed.
Kushal : "I see you really do care for Khushi betiya."
Aman hesitated slightly unsure what Kushal was trying to mean. The elder man laughed out loud at Aman and nodded satisfied.
Kushal gently: "When are you planning to propose to her?"
Aman breath caught: "Sir?"
Kushal shaking his finger: " Now don't tell me you and Khushi don't harbor feelings for each other."
Aman flustered knowing where his heart lied but was unsure about Khushi. She thinks of us as friends only...right?
Kushal: "Why don't you propose to Khushi then? You know her Buaji is pining for a rishtha for her niece. Then why don't you do anything? *angrily* Unless you only wish to play with Khushi-"
Aman honestly: "No sir. I do like Khushi...A lot! *smiles sweetly*...quite a lot... but...I can't."
Kushal quietly: "Why? Is it money for the wedding? Is it-"
Aman looked down in deep thought: "What if she thinks I'm asking her out of sympathy......What if we loose the friendship that we have...I can't lose her like that."
Kushal understanding: "I'm sure it won't hurt to ask. What if you lose her before you even try?"
Aman looked up at Kushal worried.

Kushal continued: "Life is about living every day without regrets...I know exactly what it feels to when you look back and think...I wish things were different.. I wish I had-...*coughs* But the main point is... You shouldn't shy away from proposing Khushi becuase your afraid. You should ask her and take life as it comes..."
He and Aman sat in silence for a while clocking over what had been said.
Aman stood up deciding: "I'll ask her tonight."
Kushal smiled and stood up too to hug Aman tightly. Aman, shocked, waited for a second before slowly hugging him back.
Kushal pulled back immediately turning very strict: "I expect you to fulfill every wish of happiness that girl holds dearest to her and never ...and I mean Never...ever let tears come to her eyes. I hope I make myself Very clear."
Aman nodded furiously as if receiving permission from Khushi's father: "Of course...sir."
Kushal getting to business: "So....Shall we have the wedding the day after tomorrow?"
Aman flabbergasted: "What?!!?!? ....I mean...Isn't that a 'tad' too soon?"
Kushal grumbled under his breath for a while before settling: "Engagement then?"
Aman shook his head: "Sir...Khushi hasn't even said yes yet and that's still too soon, I-"
Kushal put a hand on his shoulder: "First of all Khushi will say yes. An honest, clear hearted boy that no girl will say no to, And why is it too soon? *realizing his flapped his hand at him* Don't you dare worry about arrangements and guests. I will organize it for you both. You both will have it right here in the Raizada mansion. Nowhere else."
Aman bewildered at the demand and the generous offer: "Sir...I ...we couldn't...I-"
Kushal gently: "I know I have always set a strict and irrational tone towards you and Khushi, even though she is unaware of it, However deep down you both are at the end of the day our sons and daughters."
Aman still unsure made Kushal hold him arms, staring at him reassuringly.
Kushal quietly: "Let me do this Aman... for Khushi betiya...and you."


Kushal suddenly stopped in his tracks seeing Arnav stride in with his jacket in his arm and suitcase in the other hand. He didn't miss the look of confusion in his grandson's eyes at the decoration and workers in the hall which slowed his footsteps, dragging to a halt in the middle of the hall. Kushal's body tensed and walked up to Arnav.
Kushal smiled tightly: "Chote? You're back early! I thought you said you'd be coming back tomorrow."
Arnav simply hmm-ed still ticking over what was going on the Raizada house.
Kushal noticed this, but also noticed something else: "Chote? ...Where's Lavanya?"
Arnav was too lost in his surrounding to even listen: "What's going on here Dada?"
Kushal sharped his gaze on Arnav and repeated his question firmly. Arnav then looked down quickly before sighing and turning back to Kushal.
Arnav calmly: "We have had a mutual break-up."

Kushal frowned not understanding. His silence made Arnav elaborate: "Over the time we have been away, Lavanya and I have talked a lot of things over and realized that we don't really love each other enough to be in a relationship, let alone get married to each other. She then decided to live her life in the UK for a while and headed off there yesterday. Plus I don't think I have found the right girl yet Dada....soo...yeah."
Kushal glared at Arnav at his casual reply and looked away slightly worried that Arnav will pursue Khushi again on a fling basis. However, thinking back to Khushi's approval to Aman's proposal calmed his soul, knowing Khushi wasn't the type of girl to leave one man for another. Kushal's body relaxed slightly and nodded at Arnav deciding to deal with this matter later.
Arnav curiously asked again: "What are the decorations for Dada?"
Before Kushal could speak Madhumati came over with a basket of fruits with a grin on her face.
Madhu: " Arnav Bitwa!? Your here!?!? Good now you can join in with this celebration too."
Arnav smiled at Madhu but was still confused. Madhu took this in and gasped with a hand on her forehead.
Madhu: "Haire Nandkisore!!!!!! I forgot to tell you didn't I!? Well with all this being short notice, how could I hmm!? Arnav bitwa!! A rishta has come for my Titaliya!!!"
Arnav frowned as if he didn't hear properly.
Madhu smiled: "And not just any old rista!!! Our own Aman bitwa asked for my Khushi's hand!! Isn't that brilliant!?!?"

Arnav. saw. red.

His fists were clenched tightly and scanned the room again in terrible shock. If the decorations are going up...it means Khushi must of said yes....but...but WHY?! Arnav's jaw tightened and teeth grit at the thought of Khushi and Aman together. He felt like a he was about to overflow with anger, however seeing Madhu's happiness ebbed his feeling down to heartbreaking sadness over coming him. Kushal tried to take in Arnav's emotions and smirked thinking Arnav won't be able to play with women from now. Madhu on the other hand was curiously suspicious of Kushal's 'kind' generosity to Khushi after all these days of his bitter remarks. She still didn't trust his intentions.
Kushal: "Chote...You have come from a long journey. I suggest you don't attend this function and stay in your-"
Arnav holding his raging anger back with a smile:" Of course not Dada. An engagement in our House and me not there?...I wouldn't want to miss it."
Madhu then rushed off mumbling whether Khushi was ready or not yet.

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Khushi sat in front of her dressing table mirror, dressed in a gorgeous simple blue choli with white skirt and navy blue blouse. She looked divine with minimal make up and her hair pinned back revealing her elegant long neck. Fixing her dupatta numbly she looked across to Raja sitting on the floor beside her long stool. Khushi watched as Raja stared at her sorrowfully as if understanding the conflict inside her. Khushi smiled at her beautiful friend and patted the space beside her on the stool. Raja with no hesitation jumped up to sat on the stool, facing Khushi. She lifted Raja's brush and gently stroked through his velvety mane which glowed like a lions. Tears came to her eyes linking how life had taken her to this point and wished it was a easy as it was before.

Khushi tugged hard with her little hands on the tight vine. She was wearing the converses, but this time a green salwar with pretty bows on it. With her hair in a plait, she tugged hard digging her shoes into the muddy ground surrounded by leaves, as the little puppy tugged on the other end of the rope. They both had been playing this game for hours, since Khushi came for her routine visit to play and feed the little dog. Each time teeth would win over the hands, making it more and more frustrating for Khushi. Just then Khushi let go of the rope once again, resulting her falling on her bum with a whoosh and watching the little puppy run round the trees and Khushi happily. 
Khushi pouted: "You staying here has made you think you own the place too!"
The dog still cheery slowly came to a stop and sat beside her. Khushi determined picks up the vine again only to drop it as a sharp thorn pricked her in the middle of her palm. 
Khushi cried out: "Owwie!!!"
Cradling her hand close to her seeing the dot, that was now turning a bit sore with redness, watched as Raja walked close to lick her wounds. Khushi giggled.
Khushi: "That tickles!!!"
Feeling much better, she forgot about her wound and hugged her best friend tight. Stroking his short creamy fur, Khushi gasped with shock as lightning struck to her mind. She grinned with eyes wide and pulled the puppy back to look at him.
Khushi: "Raja!! Why didn't I think of this before!? Your name can be Raja!! King of the forests and protector of the *dramatically* damsel in distress Khushi Kumari Gupta. *grinning* how's that?!"
Raja barked happy with his new name making a little Khushi rub her nose against his with a bright smile.

A tear fell from Khushi's eyes making Raja whimper upset. She stroked the brush one last time into his fur before putting it down on the table. Khushi then turned to Raja who had laid his head upon her netted dress. She stroked the top of his head lost in thought. I wish you could set everything right Raja like you did before. I wish you were my King this time round too. 
The downstairs phone rang making Khushi stand up quickly and run to pick up the phone, only to find it was her Buaji asking her to come now as the guests would be arriving soon. Khushi numbly agreed and called down Raja as they left the cottage quietly.

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As Khushi and Raja entered the Raizada House through the Kitchen door and started to travel up the corridor, they could hear the light chatter-chatter arousing from guests who have started to enter in the hall ahead. Walking in their direction was Madhu wearing a light blue sari. She rushed to Khushi hugging her tightly before pulling back to have a good look at her appearance. Khushi watched with a gentle smile as her Buaji's eyes watered with happiness and gave her blessings. 
Madhu: "You look so beautiful Titaliya..."
Just then another person skipped towards Buaji with another basket and grinned with surprise at Khushi. Khushi couldn't believe her eyes and rushed to meet her.
Chinky: "Khushi!?!??!? You look amazing!!!! and Raja!! *crouching to hug him too* missed you tooo!"
Khushi still not understanding why Chinky was here. Madhu laughed and blessed the two friends.
Madhu: "You remember I said Titaliya that we needed more people to help round the house? *khushi nodded* Well coincidentally-"
Chinky chirped up: "I was looking for a job!!! *giggles before glaring up with a fist pumped* I hate that Rathi family! Kinjal mam is soooo....UFFF!"
Khushi smiled at her friend's craziness. Chinky then pouted and pointed at her.
Chinky: "Buaji told me that your getting engaged today. WHY WASN'T I TOLD?!?!"
Khushi's smile faded to a silent expression, while Madhu replied: "It was short notice betiya. Now! *looking back towards the hall*...Go now, Aman is already there waiting for you. Go Go. *laughs* And you Raja come with me...I might need some help with those Meetai boxes. Come. "
Raja obeyed and followed Madhu back to the kitchen, leaving Khushi to continue on towards the hall. 

A few steps towards the hall, however caused a grip to catch her wrist, pulling her to the side of the corridor. Khushi, with eyes wide, felt her back hit against the rich wood as a body cornered her. A pair of furious, raging eyes glared down into hers making her eyes water with shock realizing who it was. 
Arnav huskily: "How. dare. you...."
Khushi trembled at the sight of Arnav's state of fury and powerful stance.
Arnav darkly: "How could you give yourself away to someone else, when you know....You bloody know how I feel about you....How we feel about each other...why?....WHY DAMMIT!?"
Khushi closed her eyes letting the tears fall and bit her lip to hold back the sob. Arnav refused to take that as an answer and held her arms, pulling her to his body. Khushi opened her eyes at the sudden movement and looked at his desperate eyes.
Arnav whispered: "Why did you do it?...Why.."
Khushi's eyes softened and lifted her delicate hands to place one on Arnav's heart and the other on hers. Arnav watched as Khushi shook her head in despair, only making him more agitated.
Arnav: "But...But why? Don't you...don't you feel anything for me Khushi... Khu-"
Khushi embarrassed kept her eyes on the floor and lifted a hand to cover her neck. Arnav's eyes shot to her face with disbelief.
Arnav appealed:" Khushi...please tell me you don't think...* holding her face in his hands* Oh...oh Khushi, no...I...*firmly* I have Never...ever, thought of you ..lacking anything Khushi..never..Don't think for one second that I was marrying Lavanya because of-....What were you thinking Khushi!!?"
Khushi let her self go and swiftly jumped into Arnav's arms, burying her face into his white shirt. Arnav closed his eyes, hugging her back just as tightly, cursing himself for not realizing this earlier, not sorting this confusion out before. It was his fault.

Arnav hushed: "I'm so sorry Khushi...I ...I never wanted you to feel that way. Believe me."
Khushi only snuggled closer before opening her eyes to realize, that this was the way it had to be. She pulled abruptly away from Arnav striking him confused. Arnav brushed it off and held her hand.
Arnav: "Come. We have to stop this engag-"
He was lost for words however when Khushi shook her head and took her hand out from his.
Arnav: "..Khushi?"
Khushi looked up slowly into his eyes with eyes that explained that... she simply couldn't. Not to Buaji, Not to Devayani, Not to Kushal, and especially not to Aman. She promised she'd stay by his side, not leave. Arnav stared at Khushi numbly not able to accept the fact that she was actually going to go through with this engagement.

Khushi then looked down defeated and walked away towards the hall, wiping her tears furiously. Arnav's fist clenched tightly as did his jaw and turned to pursue Khushi, only to halt in his tracks. Khushi had just then bumped into Aman, making him hold her steady.
Aman smiled: "Khushi? I was just about to come and get you. You-"
He noticed Khushi's damp face and frowned. Aman made her look up at him.
Aman softly: "Hey...hey.. what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
Khushi shook her head and tried to smile only to look away from his concerned gaze. Aman's eyes then fell back behind her to see Arnav stood in the corridor tensely with stern eyes. Aman could see he was upset about something too. Arnav then stormed past the two to join the guests as Aman watched on. He focused back to Khushi and smiled back at her before putting an arm round her leading her to the hall.


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Everyone clapped cheerfully as Kushal introduced the couple onto the stage. Aman's small group of friend and family had arrived as well as their friend and family too. The hall wasn't packed but it was enough. Khushi looked at Arnav beside Devayani with a deathly expression upon his face. Her heart plummeted. Arnav...how could I forget him...I can't, can I... As Aman and Khushi stood side by side as Madhu brought the rings on a plate of flower petals. Khushi however felt her heart race with fear as questions were spinning round her head making it feel heavy. What am I doing? Isn't this wrong for me to be engaged to someone when I don't want to be with him? Madhu grinning handed Khushi a ring which she numbly and hesitatingly put on Aman. Aman didn't miss this point at all and watched her flickering eyes and mellow face. Khushi seemed like she was in another world. What if Aman feels later I'm not loving him enough...then he thinks that he lacks something!? I can't do this. The room felt heated as Khushi slowly felt the floor melt beneath her feet. I can't...I can't....I.......

All she heard was Madhu, Chinky, Devayani, Kushal, Aman and Arnav scream her name, before falling to Aman's supportive arms.

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Everyone waited outside the guest room, as the doctor was inside with Khushi. Kushal stood beside Devayani both equally concerned, while Chinky held Madhu close as she was crying, with Raja sat by her side. The wait was agonizing for some, but used as time for thought by others. Aman's eyes stayed glued to Arnav, who was pacing frantically beside Devayani. He thought back to a few minutes ago when Khushi fainted into his arms. What he couldn't shake off was the look of concern that alarmed from Arnav. He even at one point try to take Khushi off him, but Aman stood quickly with Khushi leading her down the corridor. Aman thoughtfully looked down.

The doctor exited the room stimulating everyone to come closer with questioning eyes. Raja's ears stood up to attention.
Madhu terribly worried: " My Titaliya...What happened to her doctor? Is she going to be ok?!"
The doctor smiled softly to calm her down: "Everything is fine. She had fainted due to tiredness and stress. This is normal when a occasion like this happens however please do keep her health in mind. A few hours rest and proper eating will do her good. She came to consciousness a minute ago."
Kushal shook the doctor's hand before he and Devayani led him to the door. Arnav and Madhu was about to enter the room when Aman spoke up.
Aman: "I want to talk to Khushi alone for a bit Buaji....If that's ok?"
Madhu frowned at his question, but nodded. Aman walked forth to open the door and gave one glance at Arnav's frustrated expression, before going in shutting the door behind him.


Aman walked further into the room to see Khushi sat up in the maroon sheets, with her hair brought to one side, over her shoulder. Her eyes were distant and lowered while her fingers fidgeted. Aman keeping a tight expression laid down beside her on top of the sheets, but shoulder to shoulder. Khushi watched carefully as Aman put his hands casually behind his head, staring up to the ceiling. It was silent between them before Aman glanced at her making her eyes scurry away to her hands again. Aman then sighed looking down.
Aman: "Why didn't you say no Khushi?"
Khushi gasped quietly, turning her head to look at him. He looked up at her with a comforting smile before continuing.
Aman gently: "I figured it out....but don't worry...your secret's safe with me Gupta."
Khushi stared at him unable to think, but to her heart's relief immediately laid closer to Aman and hugged him tightly crying quietly. Aman grinned at his silly friend and put his arms round her.
Aman: " I'm not that weak you know Khushi...If you had only told me beforehand, because you know that your happiness means more than anything to me, and if that's with someone else...then- *Khushi held Aman tighter still sobbing making Aman laugh* ...You really are a Sanka Devi Khushi."
They stayed there for awhile til Khushi calmed down. Aman made her sit up with himself. He held her hands softly.

Aman chuckled: "Your like a blue rose Khushi...just so rare... but I guess this blue rose had someone else's name on it..."
Khushi looked at Aman feeling sad for him, but Aman grinned.
Aman winked: "I just hope I can find another blue rose, but with my name on it. Hmm?"
Khushi sobbed quietly again grateful and pulled Aman close to hug him tight. Aman grinned hugging her back with full force.
Aman: "I wish you all the happiness in the world, but promise me you won't forget me as your friend. "
She nodded making Aman sigh with relief. Khushi hugged him tighter praying that he'd find his own Blue rose too someday.

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Aman walked out the room with a smile, while everyone was still worried. Kushal and Devayani were now there too. Madhu worried went up to him asking him what's wrong.
Aman honestly: "Buaji...Khushi and I have talked over a couple of things and have decided that....We are not going to get engaged, let alone get married. "
Everyone was taken aback with shock with Madhu devastated. Aman, however, anticipated this and held her hands.
Aman gently: "Buaji..We have decided this because...*half lying* we don't actually love each other."
Madhu confused: "What are you saying babwa? Then why-"
Aman: "I thought that to make everyone happy, Khushi, you....I thought marriage would solve everything. I would never lose my best friend. But I thought Khushi loved me too, * glancing at Arnav discretely* til today. She wanted to do this for your happiness too. We love each other as friends Buaji...nothing more. That's why she had been stressed so much. So we have both decided to cancel everything and just have things as they were before. *putting his hands together* Please forgive us for our immaturity if it had hurt you in any-"
Madhu stopped him with a watery smile: "No Aman bitwa. Your right. I would never want this if it were only for our happiness. I understand now why Khushi had been so restless for the past few days. *stroking Aman's head* Thank you so much. I'll always pray for You to also find your perfect bride as well, as a husband for my Khushi. "
Aman grinned taking her blessings: "That would be the best gift ever Buaji."
Madhu smiled brightly as Chinky and Devayani joined her side. 

Aman then hesitantly looked across to Kushal who stood stiffly, eyes lowered. Aman walked up to him and put his hands together.
Aman: "Sir...I know that you have done so much for this engagement to happen for us.. and I'm sorry for this to happen.... but I'm willing to pay you back every penny-"
Kushal, however, grunted curtly before walking of down the corridor to explain to the guests. Aman felt dejected for hurting Kushal's feeling, but Devayani put a hand on his shoulder.
Devayani smile: "That's his way of saying, it's fine, don't do this mistake again, and you don't have to pay him back. "
Aman insisted: "but-"
Devayani: "No beta. trust me."
Madhu nodded: "Aman bitwa..you should go rest now hmm?, Chinky and I will take care of Khushi for tonight. ok? Chinky betiya can you bring a glass of juice and a bowl of fruits for Khushi."
Chinky nodded and was about to leave before turning back: " But Buaji... I don't know wear anything is in the kitchen."
Madhu gasped realizing: "Yes, of course your right betiya. Come I'll get them then. I'll show you to your new room alone the way hmm? Come Raja."
Chinky nodded and followed Madhu to the kitchen. Aman left too, bidding Arnav and Devayani goodnight. 

Devayani looked at Arnav who was standing oddly beside the bedroom door. 
Devayani frowned: "What are you waiting for Chote? To get caught?! Go inside then!"
Arnav smiled before going inside making her smile and leave the two to talk it out themselves. 

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As Arnav crept in, he smirked to see Khushi drifting to sleep. He gently sat by her side and watched her subtle breathing for a minute or two, before lifting a hand to brush away a strand of hair against her cheek. He smiled to see her eye's flicker open to the warm touch and move to lay her sight on him. A soft smile grew on her lips which made his heart sigh with content. With the room dark except the bedside table lamp, Arnav leaned in to whisper huskily.
Arnav teasingly: "I'll ask you once more Khushi...You do feel the same for me... as I feel for you. Right?  "
Khushi lowered her gaze from his confidence and turned her head away blushing. She suddenly felt Arnav's lips against against her ear.
Arnav: "You have always been mine Khushi. Always will be."
Khushi stared at Arnav in shock while watching him sit back with a secret smile upon his lips, just for her. Arnav lifted her hand in his planting a soft kiss upon her knuckles making Khushi smile back in peace.

Madhu watched Khushi and Arnav's small encounter from the crack of the open door with the Juice and sliced fruit trembling in her hands. She felt a tear roll down her cheek at Khushi's innocent choice. She was putting it on a line that had no future. Only anger and hatred from Kushal and then soon from Arnav himself. She knew that she had to gently wake her niece up from a dream that would lead to heart cutting nightmares. 

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New words to translate

Maha: Mega

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10 comments:

  1. Oh my gosh firstly thanks for the maha update or was indeed a maha one n I loved readin it!! And aww aman u sure earned sum hearts frm d readers!! <3 that was damn sweet of u and Kushal actually cares for khushi it was jus his misunderstanding that his chotte might have d so called fling wid such an innocent gal n ditch her aww that was carin n unexpected frm him and now that d engagement is called f the love birds hv finally confessed im happy but at d same tym im worried whats gonna happen next buaji is scared wer her niece wud b ditched l8r n hence out f d love she wants to protect her but she cant b blamed either cum om situation is lik tat n now I wonder what Kushals gonna do but im so happy for ArShi!! <3
    cheers for the Me n Pm
    Twilightstar_Jp

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  2. thanks for the PM

    awesome update

    Glad that the engagement was called off.

    But what is Buaji afraid off?

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  3. Typical Arnav losing his control & then apologizing lol
    Aman is soooo darn sweet!! it is definitely not easy to express his generosity- truly helped arnav & khushi's love story!
    Now, I just hope Buaji understands their love because Arnav will fight for his LOVE!!!!
    Thanks for the update :D

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  4. Excellent update... YAY!!!!!!!!!!! I knew you would make things right... RESPECT!!!!

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    1. oh and this is ~Angie~....

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  5. Lovely Update!!!!!! Sorry for such a late comment........
    Aman is soo sweet man!!!! he backed out so graciously.......love him all the more!!!
    A maha-update indeed!!!! :D :D
    Hope buaji understands their predicament though......and realizes the love that is actually there between Khushi & Arnav......

    -raomedhz ( IF)

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  6. Thank you so much for the Maha update!!! I feel so bad for Aman but hopefully he does find someone...After reading She was putting it on a line that had no future. Only anger and hatred from Kushal and then soon from Arnav himself. She knew that she had to gently wake her niece up from a dream that would lead to heart cutting nightmares.
    ....this I started screaming at my computer...I'm desperate to know what is so bad...but I shall wait to find out!! I adore this FF!!!

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  7. awesome chapter!! So glad the engagement is called off.. and Aman is such a nice guy. I am glad he understood his best friend.
    Now, what is Buaji so worried about? Something to do with her past and Arnav's? But why does she think khushi will get hatred from Arnav because of it.?

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  8. Atlast both have confessed their feeling for each other. I dont know what Buaji will do but I dont want Khushi to suffer more

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  9. Aman is like lavanya in the real show "Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon" where lavanya backed off from arnav for khushi and in here aman backed off from khushi for arnav. But I m happy that aman's character was not a negative one. And I m loving it.��

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